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Epilog 42 (;
Tuesday, November 29, 2011 | 2:02 PM | 0 comments
salam (; hey readers there. thankyou sebab sudi nak bace and view blog miraa yang tah pape niy. okayy sekarang miraa nak share sumting yang amat menyedihkan dalam hidup miraa. if korank nak bace , bace laaa. if tak nak go to hell yaw. miraa tak taw nak share nan sape. kat sini laa tempat miraa meluahkan rase. okay fine. back to the topic mase miraa tengah type entry niy sumpah mira tengah menitis kan air mate :'( bukan nak jual air mate tapi ini laa yang miraa rasee. perit nye. ya allah :( sebab? nak taw? hurm sebab orang yang mira sayang telah pergi dari hidup miraa. *bukan pergi mati okayy. but pergi menjadi milik orang laen. yaa allah only god know what i feel ryte now. i feel like i want to kill myself. this maybe because i too love him. hm what else can i do. maybe the fate write that we are not meant to be together. but i totally sad because the things that i think would not happen to us finally occur. huaaa :'( I dare swear that i love him whole of my heart. but what could i do. i only can cry, cry and cry. i know the tears he could not come back to me. but i was unable to do anything. I can only pray that he is happy with the decision that he make eventhough i did not. And also maybe he is not belongs to me. His MYA :'( Please i`m begging do not blame me, and I've tried the best for our relationship. But perhaps separation is the best way for us. For what we together if he still can not forget his old lover. And he also had to confess that he still loved her and was thinking the best for them. I was only able to accept all that pleased even the most painful and irritated. every day I think about him. I can not forget him. I can not afford! I've tried. I honestly can not afford to forget him. But it does not matter. I will try as far as possible. I am willing to sacrifice as long as he is happy. love need sacrifice and I will sacrifice. But i need a long tyme to forget all our sweet memories. Ouh dear :'( i loveyousomuch :( i takk akan pernah lupe semue kenangan kite bersame. thanks untuk segalenye sayang :( thanks so muchh :( But we still frends ryte? Seriously i cant live without you dear. Please :( You are my everythings. My oxygen. How could i live without oxygen? hurm. people do not understand what I was feeling. they told me only be patient and remain patient. hurmmmm :'( but everthings is over dear. u ruin our relationship :( btw thanks to alls my frends , facebookers , my bro and also my sis. they alweys behind and support me. thanks buddiess. i appriciate it damn much ;) thankkyouuuu <3 <3 *how could i forget all this. hurm :'( still in memories :'( i wait you baby :( thanks readers :( doakan hati die terbukak lagii untuk mira okayy. thankyouu buddies. much of love : Ayumi Mieraa xoxo |